Mandala

I am glued to the interior
of my thoughts.
            A shredded
ballerina figurine
        dipped in gold.
Trees, water, sky.
          Autumn. Spring.
Autumn.               Outside,
reality is thinning.

                 Paper coaster.
Tree sap in a dead limb.

Walking down the street.
Walking
              through time.
A tunnel.
The senses dulled
              to anything
but fear.
              All words
       sound like ‘Run.’
Steps
over water, along the dock.
       Darkness
under. Viscous,
              tar-like.
An eyelid, blinking.

I can blot mountains
with my hand,
             but not
this sunset. This
scream
       igniting the sky.
The trees split
               open their heads
to contain the twilight.
A penitent
        wind blows in
an ache for snow.
              The heat
sinks.
A rock in a pond.
         A shimmer
of tears.

I walk the labyrinth
        into the green
of the forest.          Blue
         shards of sky
hit the ground at my feet.
Gold filigree
                 patches
paper wounds.
         There’s
no beast here.
                Only the torn
         consciousness
suturing itself
                 into being.
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